Sunday, November 22, 2009

need to go on a diet.

Friday, November 13, 2009

new.

Bread
To see bread in your dream, represents the basic needs of life. Bread may signify the positive qualities and great things you have learned on your journey of life. Alternatively, it suggests that you need to rise above the situation or rise for the occasion.

Cardinal
To see a cardinal in your dream, represents vitality and happiness. It also may mean first place or your position in the front.

Snow
To see snow in your dream, signifies your inhibitions, repressed/unexpressed emotions and feelings of frigidity. You need to release and express these emotions and inhibitions. You may also be feeling indifferent, alone and neglected.
To dream that you are watching the snow fall, represents a clean start and a fresh, new perspective. It is indicative of spiritual peace and tranquility.

Window
To see windows in your dream, signifies bright hopes, vast possibilities and insight. To dream that you are looking out the window, signifies your outlook on life, your consciousness, point of view, awareness, and intuition. You may be reflecting on a decision and seeking guidance. Or you need to go out into the larger world and experience life. If you are looking in the window, then it indicates that you are doing some soul searching and looking within yourself. To see shut windows in your dream, signifies desertion and abandonment.

Square
To see a square in your dream, denotes your need for more stability. It may also represent strength and solidity. Alternatively, you may be feeling limited in wanting to express yourself.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

i need to get my life back on track. i wrote a scary entry about death and dying, after i read it a few hours later i scared myself. who or what am i turning into? i need to get another job and make money, i need to focus on school and keep shooting. i need to FOCUS. i need to keep my head up and not give up. i can do this. fuck everyone. fuck everyone!!!!!!! i'm better than all of that. im fucking better and i know who i am. i need to get new glasses to see. i need to get new clothes. i need to eat even more healthier. i can't keep starving myself. i can't keep feeling like this. i need to start smoking weed again, how could i ever think something so natural could've fucked my life up. it's better than taking stupid man-made chemical balanced PILLS. fake FAKE FAKE. this world is fucked up. we are all so very fucked up. MIND control and i need to fucking meditate.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

fox
alternatively, to see a fox in your dream represents a period of isolation and loneliness.