again.

i dreamt i was with family, but the feeling and emotion didn't feel like my family...if that makes sense. it was summer. the temperature was mild. the dream became a somewhat portrait of myself. i only saw through my eyes. i felt alone but i didn't feel lonely. i was in a field running and playing. the grass wasn't green, it was straw-like. i looked at my skin, i saw tons of tiny black spiders crawling on me. all over my body, there were clumps of identical black spiders. in between my toes, my ears, my belly button. i shook them off but they kept scurrying all over my entire body.